Emotional post from Ahu Tuğba's daughter Anjelik: For the first time without you

Calvin shared an emotional post from her mother's Instagram account. Addressing her mother in the post, Anjelik Calvin wrote, "I didn't show it to you, but after God, I loved you the most."

After staying in Turkey for a while following her mother's funeral, Anjelik Calvin decided to return to the USA. 

Before her journey, Calvin made an emotional post on her mother's social media account, writing the following note under a photo they had taken years ago:

"I WILL BE GOING WITHOUT YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME"

"My baby, my mother, you are my baby... This picture is in Miami, in the lands where you went, chose me, and loved me without even seeing me, signing your own death warrant by saying 'No, my child will not wait in visa lines' when the doctors said 'You will die, don't go'... We are in Miami, on the beach. Where you gave birth to me. I will be going without you for the first time. We had returned on the plane together.

This will be my first flight to the USA without you. Remember, you said 'Miss me a lot'...

I didn't show it to you, but after God, I loved you the most. I will take a break from posting now, I will listen to myself for a while. I shared so much with my pain...

My heart talks to God in every moment without you. You said, 'If you had a child, I wouldn't love them as much as I love you'...

After my father and God, you loved me more than anyone else. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I won't love anyone like I love you. I asked for you from the Creator again. If He doesn't will it, we cannot wish for it...”

News Source: 12punto